External as usual boring, nothing to do just stand here and there say welcome...press lift button.. nothing much... but suddenly during serving my feet went numb... i had no idea what to do it was painful to move. In the end i just sat down and rest then later it was better liao THANK GOD!!!!! After serving went in for service as usual i thought i would be siting right at the back and cannot see anything but once again God did miracles and Israel and I were sitting at the first row!!! three seats beside Weiren!! Felt soo amazing to see pastors walking in front of u... the presence of God is so strong at the front.. haha I LOVE GOD!!! but in the end i felt annoyed by 2 things... Firstly "someone" ignored me so frustrating... and then ppl cannot eat with using their hands ... very disgusting meh??? I mean i do it everyday felt... felt super INSULTING.....

Aiyah i noe i shouldnt be thinking to much into tis issue but the truth is i am jealous... I noe this might come as a surprise to Jing Yuan... I have always been jealous of u... i mean u get to interact with ppl so fast. i mean they can even joke with u but they can't even say a 'Hi" to me.... i guess i can never be close to them.... they remember me but that doesnt mean they like me...

anyway i think i should end of this post with HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! my next post will talk abt my darling mommy!

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