MY TRUE SELF(:

Friday, October 31

ok my titles are really messed up

so i dun think i will write title anymore

my leg seems to be better today

after my ma put heatrub for me (:

anyway was just thinking about something..

sometimes u want something to happen soooooooo badly but when it happens u just cant accept it.

this happened to me recently...

i always wanted this to happen so badly at times..

and now that it has happened it just feels sooo fake and i dont want to accept it..

maybe i should be thankful that it has happened but still...

JY should noe what fake thing i am talking about

maybe i should just accept it and continue to try harder..

maybe....

haix

this is hard

Labels: maybe?

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:15 AM

Thursday, October 30

OMG ITS A NEW BLOG SKIN

yes please dont be shocked

I HAVE FINALLY CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN

MUAHAHAHAHAHA

its cute and nice...

some will probably think IT TOTALLY doesnt fit my character

but who cares muahhahaahahhaa

i feel damn bored

these few holidays

i just recorded dun all my hw and put it on my whiteboard

i dun think i will finish it by the end of the holidays

muahahahaha

CRAZY TEACHERS!!!

my leg hurts oh so terribly...

cant walk properly..

got cough

and flu...

OH GOD HEAL ME (:

didnt go for dance today

because i go there also cannot even stand properly..

gosh i didnt noe that Indian dance could put me in such pain

but i still love Indian dance (:

supposed to see how many ppl want to have POS outing

but whats the use if onli *2* ppl replied me T_T

thx merrien and paul....

just so that ppl are informed its

SERAPH ARI

NOT

SERAP HARI......

seraph from seraphim (firey angel)

ARI from my name SUNTHARI (without the sunth)

hmm i cant seem to post pics properly

argh i give up haha enjoy the words(:

Labels: shugo chara (:

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:04 PM

Tuesday, October 28

well update time (:

sorry ppl... i think i should not be soo lazy anymore!!!

MUST UPDATE FOR FRENZ AND PPLZ.....(dragging myself to type)

i feel like updating pictures but my pictures are somewhere i think??

hahaha (:

well so far only *1* response to my POS south outing email thingy...

haix so disappointed hahaha

thanks Paul for responding.. (: haha

haha anyway updates on me life

wah... i didn't noe after sooo long my legs would ache after just some simple Indian dance steps....

i dun noe what is going to happen to me tomm..

will i be able to walk ??

but it doesnt matter cause i NO SCHOOL yayz..

and mummy dun want to let me find job T_T

sorry indian dance girlz

wont be able to find job with u guys..

anyway.. i am crazy again.. and will be for this few weeks

cause....

INUYASHA MOVIES KYAHHHHH!!!!

damn nice the first movie

made me cry...

too bad my mother and my bro was busy doing something else ..

cannot watch with them T_T

inuyasha and kagome sooo fit to be together kyahhhh

GO AND DIE KIKYO!!!

omg just cant wait for the second movie..

kissing scene mah hahahahahahahahahahahhaha

kagome and inuyasha (:<3

TO Jia You Jing Yuan

i misssssessssss uuuuuuuu

i got alot of weird and funny things to tell u

hope to see u bestie soon (:

haha thats all i can post for tonite..

mom is scolding liao..

tomm i shall post pictures just wait patiently..

CHOTTO MATTE

"yong mei's fav line"

hahahahahaha

(: had a dream about her hahaha

saw shireen and her sis on tv on OKTO LIVE..

soooooo good they won something well done !!!

totally random post... hmmmm

Labels: good nitez manzxc(:

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:38 PM

Sunday, October 19

today!!

went to malay wedding...

quite interesting to see

abit exciting haha

onli stay there for a while then we dissapeared

later my mom and i went to buy some stuff..

i bought a shirt dress thingy.. tights and a pair of flats (:

let me show u wahahahaha

Labels: yayz wearing these nxt service i hope (:

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 6:27 PM

Tuesday, October 14

2 pictures

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:30 PM

after exam post (:

HIHIHIHI

its been very very very long since i post..

quite lazy to post actually..

but for the sake of my beloved frens

i will blog..

currently i am celebrating the end of exams...

but results are already on their way..

KOWAII!!!

updates on each exam paper

SS- woahhhhhh... i die liao... i dun remember all the points...and the topic i spotted came out.. and yet no one listened to me when i told them that that chapt would come out..

BIO- argh i forgot alot of things.... my memory is seriously limited...

MATHS P2- failed.. nothing more to say... it was WAY too hard for our students... i got freaked out that the other maths papers are going to be tougher.

EHIST-ok not that bad but as usual.... i got memory loss.. lol

AMATHS- woots!!!!!! its not as hard as i thought it would be !!! yippee!!!

CHEM- I felt like throwing something on the teachers head.. i dun even noe how to right chemical eqns.... and chem is my fav subject T_T

MATHS P1- double woots!!! easiest maths paper (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

PHY-its easier than SA1 but i still dun noe how to do..... i forgot T_T (again)

as u can see my memory problem has resulted in alot of problems fro me haha... in fact the exam update is in wrong arrangement cause*drum roll*

I FORGOT(:

hahaha

ok last friday very fun went to Ernest house!!

had alot of fun relaxing after the exams ..

even though i suddenly emo-ed...

i had FER to encourage me..

JY sorry for not supporting u that day....

i felt so guilty!!

saturday service

STRESS!!!

doing south after MANY weeks of stage

*drumroll*

i forgot alot of things abt how to handle south..

so it was quite a big mess

felt soooo guilty that day also...

Sunday audition...

alot of things happened and yar...

i didnt get through but what the heck..

i went in for the experience(:

Monday

went to claire's house

swam a bit.. quite fun (:

felicia joined us later -may i add due to my excellent convincing skills

ohohohohohohoho(:

today....

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzzzzzz

all the way...

the onli interesting thing was the poverty talk..

i was very very very heart broken...

i yearn to somehow help them..

what can we do as youth?? u may ask..

but i would say

1 Timothy 4:12
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

it starts from us... we need to make a difference...we HAVE to be the difference...

to change this world....

guys lets think what can we as youth can do...

as youth we are full of creativity...

let us express it out...

the school is already helping us by having the 750000 hearts folding thing..

fist lets actively participate in it.. no matter how "mah fan" it is...

lets donate our clothes and stuff...

then after which we think of ways we can continue to help them ..(:

i want to be a world-shaker , a history-maker (:

Labels: let no man despise their youth

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 6:46 PM