MY TRUE SELF(:

Sunday, November 30

my 100th post and it has to be special therefore i present u with a kagami song (:

the song damn cute larhs hahahaha

i want to learn how to sing this song!!!!

its kagami mah hahaha

for my sotong bestie the konata song (:

RANDOMNESS RAWKS!

lol

today i had some super random dreams man...

first one is a bit scary

after obm we still have to spend one night in school

so we have some performances and some activities..

then in one of the rooms there is the mystery person caressing and playing with a doll

until damn scary

suddenly out of nowhere got valerie (ex cg member)

then i told her " this place is getting eerie"

"yar i noe thats why i am leaving now" valerie said

so i advised her to take a diff route rather than walking past the mystery person

but she replied all other routes are closed....

OMG

i was even praying in tongues at that moment buahahaha

ok next dream

i walk past this tree

and on the tree got many diff cacoons

then the cacoon are telling each other "i'm gonna miss you"

crying can be heard also

then from one of the cacoon out came a

BUMBLEBEE

lol damn random right

hahas

theres more

the next dream i was near this beach probably in obm

then we were hanging sotongs some big and some small

then me and some other ob ppl slept near the sotongs guarding it till the next morning

then in the morning got ppl come and buy the sotong

and because none of us noe the price of one sotong

the lady buying the sotong from us calculated the price

and we wanted to actually charge her $2 service charge LOL

end of this random dream

last dream

u noe there those make it urself airplanes

u get them as cards then u pop them out well

i was near the sea and guess what i had pop out waffles

i pop them out from the card

and sadly one of the waffles was soggy

(i didn't noe i was craving for waffles lol)

most of my dreams are super random!

i wish i could get the lucky star album man with all the character songs and all lol!

missing OBML!

Labels: OBML T_T

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:11 PM

was watching some anime stuff on YouTube..

and i found the prison inmates that did the thriller

CLICK HERE TO WATCH

now for hare hare yukai hahahahahaha

i still cant believe my eyes

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:02 AM

Thursday, November 27

hey guys i did promise to fill u in on stuff about obm

well i seriously miss it

i woke up today with the "when the cold wind blows" song

i damn sad..

i wish i could wake up in the dorm instead..

today i talked to some of the obm ppl on msn

so fun hahaha

i miss them soooo much!

anyways the things that went on in OBML

the first day was mostly travelling to lumut

second day we did some stuff

and we prepared for jungle trekking the next day

jungle trekking was super tiring

we trekked for 9 hours

most of it i did not fall down

but at the end i fell down like nobody's business

haha

SQ was very funny to look at

she just keep on screaming and falling she so adorable

the most memorable thing for the jungle trekking is the lake by the campsite

we bathed there

and it was a new experience

slowly by slowly our grp started to connect

the next day we practiced for kayaking

the sea expedition

it was tiring to carry the kayak and i got a small bruise

but in the night we got a shock

they told us we were going for solo camping

everyone was reluctant to go

we walked a distance to the campsite

and we said our gd byes

i was prepared to spend the day alone

but then...

20 mins later

everyone started to scream and run around

because of monkeys

hahaha

it was onli because of solo camp that our grp could bond with the guys more

the slept alone though and it was very scary

but with God

he calmed me down and i could make it through

the next day

SC talked to me a bit

so i happy larhs ohohohoho

after that prepare for kayaking expedition

for kayaking though i fell sea sick

thankfully

liann kayaked all the way for me

i am soo thankful for an angel like her to be there for me !!! (;

i still felt abit sick when i reached land

we did abseiling there and it was fun! haha

liann and me freaked out there cause we saw a really big caterpillar thingy

it was DISGUSTING

hahahaha

that night my whole sleeping bag became wet because of the rain

i didnt care and just continued sleeping in the wet sleeping bag

i took medicine for motion sickness

and i could kayak back with liann this time

the next day we had community service

i met a orphan girl named gunasunthari (yup exactly my name)

they were all quite nice

and that day something happened involving SC and i super happy

onli pikachu knows haha

man the next day i already closing ceremony

i cried a bit cause i really did not want to go

i love them alot

MULU!!!

i even feel like crying now

i miss liann and the whole grp

i will NEVER forget this amp for the rest of my life!!

haha

alot of fun things happened too but i too lazy to post

anything just ask me on msn or when i meet u (:

SC kyahhhhh (:

Labels: MULU FOREVER~

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 6:59 PM

Wednesday, November 26

OBM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it rocked!!!!

sooooo many things happened its impossible to list everything down

i missed Singapore sooo much when i was there

now that i am back

i feel so sad

i wanna go back

i miss everybody

minna daisuki!!!!!!!!!

hahaha if u want to noe updates about obm u should hear it from me

writing it down would be way tooo tiring

haha... (:

i miss everyone

maybe tomm i shall write more about OBM

sayonara(:

Labels: i miss mulu

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:57 PM

Sunday, November 16

hey ppl...

look forward to posts in 10 days time hahaha

i am going off for obm tomm

just packed my extremely huge bag..

hahaha i am a person that always brings way more than i nid hahaha

Church peeps please continue to pray for me kelyn and shiqian

for protection, strength and confidence in camp haha (;

and i will be there praying hard for Asia conference

for it to be a GREAT!!! success hahaha

gonna miss everybody

JY!!!!!!

love everybody lots....

T_T take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahaha

love my dearies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh i feel sad......

i dun want to go...

haix :(

Labels: no computer no bed no CHURCH no family T_T

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:50 PM

i feel really weird today
i got alot of emotions today
firstly
anxious ( for obm!!!)
excited (for cell and to see JY)
i also feel
jealous and guilty..
i noe i shouldn't be feeling this way
but its just there i guess
haix
i seriously got something wrong with me..
i hate myself man...
T_T
a bit hurt haix....
must put a smile on my face and enjoy CG
must not emo!
cause it makes a difference for the whole spiritual atmosphere!
haix gambatte sunthari

Labels: kyrie and nero sitting on a tree hahahahahaha

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:03 PM

Friday, November 14

QUIZZ .
tagg-ed by SHIREEN!

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people :
1. alice
2. alien
3. claire
4. SOTONG
5. zoe
6.xinyi
7. felicia
8.min yee

1. What have you been doing recently?
Well :D i have been
1) CHURCH(:
2)CELLGROUP
3) lazing around
4) blogging
5)watch anime

6) watch it started with a kiss
7) play dmc

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
When
1) no batt.
2) take out sim card
3) accident hahaha

3. What happened at 10am today?
I am
1) still sleeping
2) tossing and turning on the bed
3) sweating

4. When did you last cry?
probably in church

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
i have a destiny in Christ (:

6. What do you want in your life now?
excitement!

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

8. Are you wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
now... well nope

9. What was the last movie you caught?
INUYASHA ON OKTO!

10. Does the person know you like him/her?
huh no such person

11. Who always makes me laugh?
frenz family Pst Kong haha (:

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
tamil and a tiny bit of chinese and i tried to learn jap

13. Favorite Websites?
blogs. youtube. crunchyroll. veoh.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
GO CHURCH!!!!!!!!!

15. What do you think you are like?
SOTONG!

16. Who will you choose to die with?
what is the meaning of this word "die"???

17. Where have you been today?
toilet kitchen photo shop balcony

18. What game do you play often?
DMC4..devil may cry4 yeah nero!

19. Who are you missing right now?
jing yuan sotong .... buuuu

20. If you have to choose a friend and a love, who will you choose?
when such a time comes i'm sure i would what to do

21. What are you doing now?
chatting blogging listening to music worrrying

22. Which primary school are you from?
Pioneer

23. Name 3 colour that you like
turquoise , white and silver

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
(: XD

25. What is life to you?
lhmmm.... i too lazy to think now hahaha

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
tell God..tell Sotong.. cry

27. Who did you last chat with msn today?
Heang Gee (:

28. Who do you admire the most?
God..and CGLs and Pst Kong,Zhuang and Aries (: and some other ppl in church hehes

29. Which month were you born in?
DECEMBER!!!

30. How are you feeling right now?
worried... bro is gonna kill me soon

31. What is the time now?
1.03pm (;

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
hmmmm..... funny exciting and pretty!

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
i dun dye my hair

34. Why are you doing this test?
boredom!

35. What do you do when your moody?
cry hahahaha... emo larhs...

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
22-26

37. Who is more important to you?
GOD!

38. If today is the lasy day of your life, what will you do?
Pray for a miracle! i still wanna live!

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
SOTONG! FRENZ(:

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
hmmm yes i have seen rainbows after the rain (:

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
hehes .. not telling you

42. What is your goal for this year?
More souls in his Kingdom (:

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
yup yup (;

44. What feeling do you love the most?
unexplainable happiness

45. Do you really think its global warming now?
i dun noe hahahaha

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
unexplainable nervousness or sadness

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
sometimes

48. Do you believe in gods?
not gods but onli one God(;

49. Who cares for you the most?
JESUS!!!!

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
not who right.. thing arh.. music , dance etc .. hahah

51. What will you bring when you fight?
a nuclear bomb hahahaha

52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
not studying hard.. and ignoring the one that cared for me the most...

53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
thats impossible God is always there for me (:

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
leave him lor what else is there to do

55. How do you feel now?
this question sounds familiar let me show u

30. How are you feeling right now?
worried... bro is gonna kill me soon

-_-''' isnt it the same thing

Labels: funny quiz haha

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:14 AM

Wednesday, November 12

Due to my extreme boredom

and lack of interest in watching anime , drama , playing games or doing hw

i shall blog..

about whatever i am surfing on the net..

boredom..

ok fistly a link(click here) to some funny pictures

the freakiest one is the 4th from the bottom

stumbling is fun sometimes

haha

you will get a puppy!

hahaha

and a super funny vid a bit sick but just try to laugh along

click here

a funny conversation

Rabidplaybunny87: Okay, so my neighbors officially hate me
GarbageStan23: why?
Rabidplaybunny87: Well, me, david and andrew were having a bonfire in the backyard, and we were making s'mores and all... and suddenly we here sirens, and see a firetruck turn into the street in front of us.
Rabidplaybunny87: So we all went running to see what was up, and our neigbor's house was on fire!
GarbageStan23: oh shit!
Rabidplaybunny87: Yeah, and when we got there, the wife was crying into her husbands arms, and we were just kinda standing there, and then she saw us, and then like for 10 seconds, gave us the dirtiest look ever
Rabidplaybunny87: Turns out, we were still holding our sticks with marshmallows on it, watching the fire....
Rabidplaybunny87: talk about bad timing...

hahas

thats all for now

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:53 PM

Saturday, November 8

today had service (:
quite good (:
firstly went to do bulletin
then peggie gave me a jacket..
i damn happy larhs
then she gave me a mission to finish the uzen and matthew b'dae card
and give to them by end of service
i thought i couldnt do it
but i did it in the end (:!!
did stage today..
quite stress got prayer meeting before
so nid to rush alot!
but happy cause i did it wif JY!! hehes! (:
finally get to do stage with her
could do up to serve Pst Kong (:
i think he super cooooool!!! 8)
hahas after service went to clean tumblers
JY and me keep on talking and talking and talking
never do the tumblers properly
then i was near then door
then Pst Zhuang come out from nowhere
it took with 2 secs to actually recognise that it was him
i thought would be an usher chasing us to finish faster
said hi to Pst and then he asked whether he hurt me..
but i never hear hehes hehes
then later all the cell grp leaders started to come in
then some of them started to laugh because of Jy
cause they always see Jy doing tumblers haha
Cell leaders are cooool!!
later Pst Zhuang come again so i say hi again lor (:
then finally ming li check our tumblers.
and we realised she is from new town cool right??
JY was quite shocked to hear thathaha

came home saw my bros cell members
and miko and yuya
janice(indo one but not the alien one) just kept on talking in jap
to impress the yuya and miko i think haha
i understand how she feels though
later made my way to mary aunty house

on our way got this cyclist..
he ring the bell
so i moved away and shouted for my mom to move away
unfortunately my mom did not hear me or his bell
so the cyclist kinda knocked into my mom
and the whole time my mom was angry over him
i got abit pissed off so i argued back
i think i kinda was winning
so my mom got pissed and said
why dun u go look for that guy and go support him ?
i just kept quiet
haix this is depressing
my mom is turning into a full fledged aunty T_T
she doesnt shrug this type of things away like she would usually do
haix

thanks Zoe for the inuyasha drawing
i love it lots!!
i shall provide a pic for all to see next time
or u could just go to Zoe's blog XD

haix JY is leaving tomm
sadded
T_T
take care bestie
enjoy ur trip to japan
take loads of pics and show me kay?
have nice pics (:
gonna miss u
hope u read the heart card thingy (:(:(:

Labels: BYE BYE SOTONG T_T

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 8:41 PM

http://www.usmagazine.com/files/heidi-klum-b_1.jpg

dun get freaked out..

this is pretty model heidi klum

this is her real pic

take a look at the diff

yes the halloween pic of her is an Indian God of death and destruction i think

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:23 PM

Friday, November 7

seriously life has gotten boring...

my cough was very bad yesterday

as a result cant go out with JY

damn it larhs...

life hasnt been good at all T_T

PEOPLE OUT THERE..

please do pray for my healing from this cough..

especially before OBM...

which is like 10 days away...

so fast

tomm will be serving stage

i'm not really a gd dresser i have no idea what to wear.. haix

i think i probably doing stage second person...

haix T_T

should be doing to mary aunty house later to teach justin and jojo

this time i should go through with them science..

for justin its his first time with science..

so i must gambatte in teaching

but of them is can study but distracted ALOT...

very had to bring their attention to one thing

MUST GAMBATTE!

i miss cell people.. haix

i feel sad that i always cannot go out with my frens..

i am rotting at home....

rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot

i am not such a writing type of person...

but i often get ideas for stories...

but i noe i wont be able to complete

cause i have 0(zero) passion for writing unlike claire and the rest

i just like lying down and imagining the story.. its fun seriously speaking

anyway i still emoing..

i hate to watch finish an anime....

its damn sad

suddenly got this empty feeling..

buuuuu..

itazura na kiss was damn nice

and i just love to reflect on it..

i mean the story goes very fast

from just a crush(that seemed it could never be possible)

to having their very first kid..

it makes me think abt my past..

and then also makes me think abt my future

where i would be probably reflecting on my life....

i dun want to reflect and tell myself..

"why did i do this.. what was i thinking"

i want to live a life without regrets

i went to jo uncle's house yesterday

saw the tioman pics

i think i was looking at myself in the pictures...

and sometimes i think to myself

how nice it would be to meet that girl in the photo

( i was really young and ADORABLE kyahhh)

and if there was one thing i could tell her

it would be

"cherish EVERYTHING around u

cause u will never noe when it will dissapear..."

saw a pic of dad also...

immediately my eyes became watery...

truthfully speaking

i miss him alot ....

but i noe i can never see him again..

Pa.. i miss u and i love u alot...

is it ok that i request no one to talk abt this matter on the tag board

not really in the mood for encouragement abt this..

just makes me feel pitied.. and makes me more emo..

dun worry about me cause with my Abba Father I AM STRONG!!!!!!

hehes...I CHERISH ALL OF YOU!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Labels: u are cherished by me and i never want to lose u muacks

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 6:00 PM

Saturday, November 1

i was just looking and my bro playing this game called

THE DEVIL MAY CRY4(:

and i think NERO IS SOOO DAMN COOL

his name sounds like zero!!!

and he has a similarity to zero

he has white hair

which is also like inuyasha

and also like inuyasha nero is hanyo(i think )

(: kyahh nero sama!!!!

nero also has a demon arm which is more like allen walker

who coincidentally also has white hair ...

I LOVE WHITE HAIR GUYS KYAHHHHHH hahahahahaha (:

all the pictures of him on the net sucks..

but the game itself he is like so hot..

too bad i think he has a GF T_T

hahahahaha...hmmm

i feel weird all of a sudden...

when i look at ks i get the feeling of when i used to ____ ___

SHIT WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!

i dun ____ ___ anymore i sure of it

but why then was my eyes just fixated on ks ...

shit larhs...

Labels: NERO-SAMA (:

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 7:13 PM