Introduction

SUNTHARI.. AKA SERAPHARI well thats on games and other online stuff i do (: i love SHUGO CHARA that explains the blog skin right ?? haha but my first anime love will always be INUYASHA (: i love to smile (: (: (: (: (: I'm a city harvester *wooots* from W406 the rocking cellgrp!! LOVE GOD ALOT!!!! and i love sotong !!!! SOTONG 2 is my BFF(:^^ Wellll i am just a funky indian girl that loves to be just a bit different.. (: ENJOY THE BLOG!!!! (: smile always (:

Speaking




MusicPlaylist
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Way-out

ALAN ;
ALICE ;
ALIEN JANJAN ;
BENITA ;
CLAIRE ;
ENYUN ;
EUGENE ;
FELICIA(SCH) ;
FELICIA(W406) ;
HEANG GEE ;
HUISHAN;
Jing Yuan BESTIE SOTONG!(: ;
KAI XIN ;
MIN YEE ;
SHANNEN ;
SHIREEN ;
SIMIN ;
XIN YI ;
ZOE ;

Credits.
# rimu. # Shugo Chara Web
Photoshop, Photobucket.

ThePast

. May 2008

. June 2008

. July 2008

. August 2008

. September 2008

. October 2008

. November 2008

. December 2008

. January 2009

. February 2009


Saturday, June 28

Next round of appreciation

i promised to blog abt the rest so here i go..

To cute and hyper Kelyn,
in class and in church
ur a very cheerful person
ur actions are an example to all of us..
even though u have parental objection
u do not give up and still try to come to church
its something we all admire in u!!
so dun give up ever..
with constant prayer
u can surely attend church again very soon
all the best
i love u alot..

To the VERY CUTE and super nice Enyun!!
u r a super important person in our cellgroup
when we are sad
You always have something to encourage us with
you are a great leader
and a great example of servanthood..
i really appreciate all the things u have done in my life..
cause it has always caused an impact
encouraging enyun
i love u so much!!

To pretty and mother like Ferlinda
ur smile always brightens our days..
u always take a interest in our lives
and it makes me feel happy when u do that..
u r motherly..
and always tell us right from wrong
thx for guiding us in the right direction
loves u forever..

To the sweet and quiet Caspia
whenever i feel lonely or sad
for some reason u r always there to cheer me up
thx for the constant encouragement
and the advice u gave me the other time
u really very caring and nice
i love u

To the chio Ally,
when the first time u came for cellgroup(if i remeber correctly)
i was feeling kinda sad
and u accompanied me..
made me feel happy again..
thx....
continue to come to church and cell faith fully
and God will surely reward u!!
i love u...!! <3


Well anyway today.. left sch early took taxi home...
having cramps mah.. siannz
i was sleeping throught out ss and eng..
and next period was maths so decided to go home..
i very sad cause wanted to fast today but cannot..
if not i fall more sick... haix..
anyway big thanks to all those who helped me out today
CARE BEAR (new name given by kelyn)ohohoho
ALICE RABBID
PREEYA HIPPO
WAN YI MONKEY (erm if u want to noe the explanation for this name come to me haha)
thx alot guys.
for taking care of me and cheering me up..
love u guys forever....
next round of appreciation would be the sch edition...
now too lazy to do haha..

i very happy cause i am in indian dance SYF yeah man.
i can be with my dance mates and not be separated..
lets get gold with honors again guys..
make our seniors proud.. hehez

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:01 AM

Thursday, June 26

another norm sch day..

today went sch early choinging do tamil compo...
sharley forced me to do prayers today... and say the part i didn't want to say.. haix
i said like super horribly aiyar nvm
so went to meet Mrs E..
asked ask to join this competition.. but i dun want too...
then LL told me something super horrible... she said i joining modern dance syf!!
I DUN WANT!!!!!!
my heart and soul is in indian dance..
hiax.. teachers are evil..
later had tamil...
then the teacher ask us all write the crappy compo again..
new format.. hate her man
later got phy nothing much...
then got PE...
height and weight siannz...
height= 161 cm okok
weight= 45kg.. i look much heavier..
thank god mrs eileen
dun want to see the ugly mr francis's face
haiz...
after recess got 3 period maths.. can die
Mr lau announced that instead of 2 amaths and emaths..
from next week onwards thursday is 3 period amaths...
siannz.....
then after maths got eng..
just tok abt globalisation again and do wksheet..
then go home lor..
went tiong for a while look around..
alice helped me something really imp
THX ALICE LOVE U!!!! XD


My dear jing yuan i feel like copying u... because u copied me in the inspire blog hahaha
so here i go..

to my darling bestie sotong jing yuan...
i really love u sooo much..
i appreciate everything u have done for me
you always do something to touch my heart
even though u think it is normal
it isnt for me..
its something special
jing u are sooo kindhearted
love u always....

To my first fruit and sweetie Wanyi
Even though u may go through tough times in ur life
lean on God's strength..
u r so precious to me and to God..
i am very sure u will rise up as a leader very fast..
HAVE FAITH!!! and trust in God..
for He will guide ur path..
kayz??
love u.. u r so pretty

To the ever so cute and cheery Zoe..
u have brought a very cheerful atmosphere to our cellgroup
your hyper laughter brightens up my day..
when i am feeling down..
i always see u and i would get encouraged..
Zoe God sees what u are doing and sees how u have changed..
He would definitely continue to help u..
Zoe ur drastic change in ur life impacts us all..
Continue to work hard..
thx for always talking to me on msn XD
love u forever..

To Xin yi my little sister!!!
ur always full of life every time u come to cell and service
u brighten up my day..
u always talk to me and i appreciate it alot..
even if u feel like giving up sometimes dun cause God is by ur side
He will encourage u and lift all ur problems away from u
thx for listening i love u alot ..

To the hyper and super friendly Simin!!
I may not be soo close to u..
but i noe u have something special..
since u came to this cell group
u always lifted up the atmosphere
U always found a way to cheer us up
I noe that u are going through a tough time right now..
Even if u might not feel like it '!PRAY!
i believe the devil is trying to attack u..
and u have to pray that this devil will get out..
I will be praying for u...
Jia You!! my darling sis in Christ
hope we grow closer
love u ... take carez..

Tomm if possible i will continue to blog abt the rest..(enyun ally fer kelyn caspia)
SUNTHARI LOVES W406..
alot.. couldn't live without u guys..
MINNA DAISUKI
take carez guys..

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 4:37 PM

Wednesday, June 25

hw

i doing tamil compo now.. like shit lah i have no idea how to do at all....
wish i didnt have to do this crappy stuff... haiz.. tried maths... confused on how to do the questions..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 7:02 PM


schz...

today nothing much went on...
let me just describe today's stuff...
all my lessons before recess was science..
chem phy then bio...
chem was boring i was falling asleep..
phy boring but not as boring..
hehez miss heng is teaching us now so this is much better
not the granny.. agatha tan
hahaz..
then got bio.. mrs leong just went through corrections
so nothing much...
after recess went for eng..
continue talking abt gobalisation..................................
aiyars..
then we were given some paper on stds and aids..
bear almost died... haha
later during cme and pc
stacy shared her experience of USA with us..
she gets to experience sooo many fun things..
gd for her.. :(
then after that got slient reading....
first time in sec sch
after lunch was maths..
Mr lau is our teacher now
sooo should be able to improve
no more Ms wong hahahaha
muahahahahahahahahahaha
now i have to go do hw...
siannz... tamil and maths..
do maths first heheXD

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 5:47 PM

Monday, June 23

YUI !!!!!



Yui is just amzing... her songs rock.. she has a absolutely beautiful voice..i espeacially love her song life(can hear it in my song thingy hahaha) i decided to see what the lyrics meant..

In the familiar, dirty city
We walked with our heads down,
Unable to laugh in the same way
People hurry past
"Has your dream come true?"
I'm still struggling

I'd rather try living well now than go back to when
I was a kid
Cowardice is being born

I went out to a place where the sun shone
And held out my arms
And thought
Could I cross the sky?
I still can't see any wings to fly with
It's because it's not simple
That I can go on living

Just picking up a wet puppy
Made tears overflow
In a way that was funny

I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I said,
But you can't just long for something

When I was a kid there were days
When I hurt my mother terribly
I want to
Change everything now

I went out to a place where the sun shone and
Gripped tightly with my hands
I can smash that place, that time,
And change my life

But there's no way I can tell you
Everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple
That I can go on living

I go out to a place where the sun shines
And open up a map, but
I know... you know...
You can't help getting lost
I can change my life

All the days that have passed
Have made me who I am now
It's because it's not simple that
I can go on living


NICE RIGHT!!!!! I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE!!! yeah mans.. i try to sing this song but its too hard for me.. sooo sad larhs hiax.. hehez

today i very mixed emotions..
i felt scared
happy
angry
and now i confused siannz right hahahaha

Vani was very nice to listen me blabbering abt someone today.. i was like telling her abt the prob that i facing.. she is super sweet!! i love vani alots!!!! barney!!!

Mr Lau is my maths teacher... i never want to go on 195 in the morning from now on... lolz hahaha...

STC CITY HARVESTERS UNITE!!!!

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 5:40 PM

Friday, June 20

yoz!

HAHA.. just saw shamgar's blog..
for fun nothing better to do
saw the conversation between Ang and Karuna..
very funny hahaz

My aunt just gave birth so we were looking for names..
We suggested Gabrielle , Katherine and Kristen(i love this name the most)
well they are from India so we have no idea what the name is gonna be..
Then i saw the name Karuna somewhere
Karuna means compassion in Sanskrit..(its a Hindi name)
as far as i noe Karuna is a compassionate person..
so the name fits her well hehez

yesterday me and bros got nothing to do..
so i went into their room to see what they were doing..
then they started to disturb me.. call me weird names..
so frustrated with them lor..
so i left the room and switch of the light..
then they say we are afraid of the light...(duh.. trying to make me on the light.. the lameness)
so i for fun decided to switch on the light..
they started screaming like girls hahahaha
i decided to record on my phone..
but seelan's voice is the loudest though..
anyone want to hear come to me hahaha
Then later we went to my room..
on the air con and just stone..
then my bro came in with a cup of ice..
i was wondering what stupid game are we going to play now..
then for a while it was normal..
then they started to laugh..
i freaked out.. i wondered what are they going to do..
then the open the toilet door
i SCREAM like mad..
why u ask..
cause got a big blue bucket basin thingy filled with water
i tried to run away
but then they hold my legs and my hands..
of course i didn't give up i scream, kick, punch, hold and bite...
then they almost brought me to the bucket..
so i screamed "STOP IT!!!!!" or enough i kinda forgot
then they let go..
i walk out of the room angry..
then after a while everything returned to normal hahaha..
and in the end seelan got dunked hahaha!
so we very spraying water at each other in the toilet for a while...
then we change out of our wet clothes and sit in front of the TV..
nothing to do..
decided to play dare but it didn't really work out hahaz...
lol my bros are weird..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
WRISC! XD^^


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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 3:31 PM

Tuesday, June 17

homework..

today just came back from ice skating...
very fun it was my first time.. and i enjoyed it well kinda..
my cousin Justin he could ice skate very well lor...
i couldn't ice skate properly but it was still fun..
There were some interesting characters at the ice skating ring
there were 2 female skaters..that were practicing their ice skating move
there was this guy that just kept on falling..lolz
and then there was the donkey..
his name derived from ass
derived from as
derived from attention seeker lol!
he kept on showing his moves off to everybody..
he would often almost hit little kids..
he enjoyed moving at really high speeds..
and that donkey made seelan fall...
he knocked onto him..
made seelan fall real badly
didnt say sry
seelan had to raise up his hand to ask that donkey to help him up..
donkey and and his fren (torn clothes guy).. grrr!!


Currently doing bio hw..
i just started siannz

My mom very cute...
she said she wanted to sleep...
but cannot because they showing CSI today lol!!! hahahahaahaha
my adorable mother.. hehez

I feel like changing my blog skin
but kinda lazy..
this blog skin doesnt appeal to me..
hmmm i have one in mind.. check it out
http://blogskins.com/info/127567/

i also want to write a fanfic before sch starts..
ideas flow into my head!!!
erm what anime should i write on..
hope my writing skills are good haha

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:16 PM

Monday, June 16

should i?

i give up...
aiyar i dun like seeing pics of others..
dun noe why but it makes me fell depressed..
siannz.. maybe i should stop liao..
it was fun but nvm anymore.. siannz...
i have been wondering abt what JY said..
if thats what she feels or heard..
then should i continue...
haiz..
anyway i saw shamgar's blog..
i wish
JABEZ have a blog also!!!
someone who have blog skin making skills make a blog for
JABEZ..
yeah!




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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 4:37 PM


YAY

I got a new blog skin.. plus other new stuff!!!! dun trust the timing of the posting.. its wrong everytime!!! hahahahahaha... listen to my music.. my favs!!!

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 2:59 PM


liez....

I realised that some ppl have lied to me.. and i am feeling quite sad abt it.. I really wish ppl would tell me the truth.. if they didnt lie i wouldnt have gotten the wrong idea.. if they didnt lie i wouldnt have lied (unknowingly) as well.... i guess ppl dun trust me haix..

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:25 PM

Sunday, June 15

siannz

siannz.. thats all i have to say sianz.... HW is killing me.. my mom keeps on scolding me.. but as usual treats my bro better... haix.. not everyday i go out.. one day go marina cannot take it....

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:46 PM

Saturday, June 14

................

yesterday night i kinda emo-ed in front of my mom then she got angry and left the room to sleep in the living room... i couldn't stand it anymore.. cause every time i talk to her she never pays attention.. she never trys to remember what i say... every time i make a mistake she gets super angry with me.. when seelan makes a mistake.. she lets it go not once or twice but all the time.. this is getting on my nerves... she always scold us because we dun spend time with her.. but in those times we spend with her does she make the effort to get to noe us?.. its all abt getting to noe her... i was emo-ing they didn't care how i feel.. as usual they always bring alan into the conversation.. they started to say " u can onli tell ur problems to him right?" in a very sarcastic manner... it got me frustrated.. this family sometimes doesn't feel like a family of four it feels like a family of 2.. with onli mom and seelan..... i feel out casted out of my own family... Yesterday seelan was trying to get me to understand.. but he can never understand my point.. cause half of the problem is him.... don't get me wrong i love my family alot.. but recently it doesn't seem like i receive the same love back.... no matter how hard i try i cant seem to apologise... cause she has never apologised... even if i say sry.. it will wont be sincere..

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 10:18 AM

Friday, June 13


man was soo shocked when i saw my results for this certain quiz...



Your Love Song Is



You and Me by Lifehouse



"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"



For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.




this is my favorite song!!!!!!

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 11:43 AM

Thursday, June 12

CAMP!!!! MISSING IT ALOT!!!!!

WOW!!! camp was sooooo fun... i seriously miss it alot... i woke up today and the first thing that came to my mind was camp..
the first day started off quite ok.. i was hocked cause at the start jabez like soo little ppl... but than later all the other jabez ppl came so it was ok... Simin very poor thing she was not with any of the W406 ppl.. but then she looked like she enjoyed herself.. she was in Khoon Fai's team tortured by his lameness.. lol hahaha.. then we went to our dorms very spacious i very happy.... we played some games and cheered alot... playing the final game very funny.. got raw chicken being thrown around.. didnt do much actually.. but then there was this one time i got a hold of a ball then i accidentally throw anyhow then Ang got the ping pong ball................. then sometimes just stand around look at ppl play.. saw Pinde..everytime he got hold of anything he would be tackled down..hahaha(quite funny) Simin was very excited running here and there.. then later we went back to bath.. can wait forever for the cubicle.. haix.. then finally we bath then we went to jabez to think of our drama.. then i realised most of it is in chi.. so jing yuan help me tell them to change to eng.. we were ignored.... then in the end most of it was in eng.. so doesnt really matter... went to usher for the session nothing much to do.. just stand there waiting sing song... hahaha.... then i realised something during the session.. SILVER IS SOOO COOL...haha onli a few ppl noe who is silver so lets keep it that way hahahaha.. the session was great.. it lifted my confidence alot.. Kelvin very cool haha i still cant believe he told his secret to everybody... we went back to the campsite.. then we had a night walk.. before thati saw fungus but then he onli saw hi to Jingyuan... annoyed like crap liao...went for night walk quite fun.. i wish i could pray there its so calm and nice.. then went to canteen and i prayed .. very distracting actually.. so didnt really pray alot..haix.. finally went to sleep.. our spacious dorm become very crowded.. ppl from the other dorm came cause they have no space then Simin and Xinyi came.. very evil left Jing Yuan behind...hiax..
then second day woke up then clean up went for breakfast.. again i saw silver .. very cool hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..actually a romour spread that xin yi like pinde .. but seriously she doesnt at all.. so stop disturbing her!!!!!!!!!all she said is he look good thats all.. aiyo after that ppl disturb her!!! the whole camp were waiting to play games.. then we did alot of things.. this made the unity of the houses stronger in my opinion...hahaha Shamgar very evil dont allow Jabez to say our cheer properly by banging on the table.. so we did the same to them lol hahahahaha then when bombing the houses also very fun we all the houses target one house firstly was Gideon then later Shamgar hahahaha we went for our games.. very unfair games... W406 all sian together.. we sang song together then forget lyric.. just sit down crack our heads to think of the lyric!! i love W406 !!!!.. but i realise someone really very nice thats why i kind of admire him.. i forgot how to spell his name though hahaha ... in th end there was not enough time to bath.. felt very weird so i just change into my haute couture clothes and got ready...wear make up and everything.. we left for the place and i was sleeping on the bus.. when we reached there ppl still disturbing xinyi.... haiz then even worse he was there so of course she got disturbed again.. haute couture was fun i cheered my head off for Kasturi ( i miss her alot!!! the reason why i love singing in tongues is her), Jodie ( the super chio one) , Johnny( the innocent looking one) and Ang ( cheered for him just because i noe him from pos) .. Kasturi won i was sooooooo happy.. all the ex W327 ppl cheering for her like crazy ( alan, raymond ,suryanto ,shankari and me!!!).. Jodie Ms sunshine!!!!! so happy for her... Ang Mr charming .. even if Johnny didnt win anything he still got into the top 5 and i admire him alot!! hahaha .. it was the night i totally lost my voice.. i cant speak properly even now... haha while we were on the bus back to dairy farm we were entertained by Shannen and "i have no idea how to spell his name" guy super funny... SIA lolz... i'm bringing sexy back!!! hahaha .. went back dorm wanted to sleep but then got more ppl in the room talking abt the beauty pageant guys... cannot sleep very distracted in a way.. then Joan say that some of them look jap.. really meh.. usually jap guys look very feminine.. non of them look feminine at least to me...
next day cannot wake up at all.. very hard but in the end woke up and took a shower super cold... went to serve .. wanted to see some ppl.. but all the ppl i wanted to see not there.. a person i really dun want to see was there..... ignored as usual.. went for last session at jurong west.. sooo happy can walk back home hahahahaha.... the session was fun.. really appreciated my frens in that session.. and realised i admire johnny alot hahaha.. i mean he is the same age as me yet he is already doing great things for God sometimes makes me depressed but then i think its really awesome that he is already quite honoured in WYZ.. GOO JOHNNY!!!!....and then finally went home then quite sad cause i miss camp!!!!.. i really wish mushroom would stop ignoring me... silver is soo cool... yuto rocks.. i miss carpet... MISS JABEZ and last but not laest not forgetiing.. WEI REN IS SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got alot of other things to say but then i forgot lolz

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 12:34 PM

Saturday, June 7

Service

today i was serving communion so before service is super slack.. just sit at lobby look at ppl.. hwee ying is super nice.. then i saw Zoe ally and simin.. i thought i would be excited to see them but for some reason i wasnt... in fact i become sad.. haiz... then we went down to see praise.. then i served internal a little bit... saw some ppl serving.. then i became excited cause i saw someone in the crowd.. then i went to get the communion elements and then went down to wait near artist room.. then i became very sad cause i couldnt see the dance!!!! then i and 2 other ushers went into the artist room to see the performance.. when i went to the artist room there was this small little tv from which all the singers were watching the dance.. but most of the time they were staring at us hahahahaha... i couldnt see the dance at all cause i never wear my specs!! i seriously very depressed... i wanted to see them dance so much!!!!! aiyar nvm hahaha .. during service i was super distracted firstly i kept on looking at my cell group then i looked around and saw some familiar faces... after service i was ignored by ks as usual .. ks expect me to say hi first i guess..... haiz..

now for some lame stuff me and jy decided this..
KS-blind
KS'S good fren-deaf
MUSHROOM- dumb
i have explanations for all of them but then i dun feel like saying.....
cause need to watch Hana kimi (jap version!!) EP 4 here i come lalalalalalalala

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 7:18 PM

Friday, June 6

bored

I am super bored this holidays... and i dun feel like doing hw ... anyway since there is nothing else to do .. a update on anime that i am am currently watching ..
Currently i am still watching shugo chara, vampire knight and special a but now i got 2 more anime that i am watching.. one is nabari no ou
Well my fav character here is yoite( the guy with the cap).. he is evil and likes to kill ppl.. but whatever he is still very cool!!! hahahahahaha.. the guy is the green shirt is cute but he likes to act gay so nvm... the other anime is SHAMAN KING!!
As u can see my fav character is the girl called Anna.. She is the wife to be of Yoh ( the main character) even though sometimes she appears to be super mean towards Yoh.. she is always thinking abt him and is always worried for him.. The strong yet caring character is what i like abt her.. and she is pretty!

that reminds me next few blog post will probably be about service and the camp but i also want to write abt my fav anime pairings and to show u some interesting motivational posters lol sooo please remind me if not i will definitely forget.. i mean of course since i am a sotong hahaha

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 1:35 PM

Wednesday, June 4

AGAIN!?!?!?!?!

i was ignored again.... by the wonderful mushroom and KS... at least i got something i wanted for a really long time ohohohohoho hahahaha... but why did KS ignore me?? Felicia's answer: MAYBE HE IS BLIND... LOL!!! hahahahahahaha maybe he is who noes.. But i very thankful for Felicia, Claire, jy and xinyi who r ever so ready to listen to all my nonsense that i spout abt ks hahahaha

I really wish POS south ppl could meet up very long since i saw them.. i miss so many ppl... kyaaaahhh.. i miss all the lame yet funny times together.. even the times that were annoying.. i still remember someone saying that my primary sch PE shorts was a swimsuit... i was super annoyed but i dun care anymore hahahahaha .. also the time Ang made the TOUCH joke lol hahahaha and the time when Jun Hui and Ang acted gay lol sally..... hahahaha even the lame time we had at the playground.. even though we didnt get our Ben and Jerry's at the end i still really enjoyed myself... I also bonded more to JY.. and Liyani my partner!! and her excitement over lucas.. and the Pastor Aries thing lol.... hahaha and the time at the last Emerge session when all the guys fell down hahahaha( i dun mean to sound sadistic lol) Even though there was a time that i cried ... i really dun care cause i miss those fun times alot...ALOT!!!!! i mean seriously ALOT!!! POS is where my passion became something i always love to do..

SHAMAN KING IS SOOOOOOO COOOL ..especially Anna she is very cool ..... but of course WRISC!!! LOL

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♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 9:16 PM