Service was very diff today.. Actually i was sick but then i still went to usher.. i felt super depressed during serving.. sometimes i feel i am not good at usher at all... there were times i told myself i am not fit to be an usher.. This is why... when i usher i always forget where are the empty seats and the ministry members... then when i have to fish i also cant get ppl easily... then once service starts i find it very hard to fill the seats.. i find it hard to talk to the ppl when it is praise and worship.. I look at other ushers the work fast and effectively like k.s and garrick and ALOT of other ushers... I wonder why i dun have the same confidence as them... hais.

But then service kinda cheered me up.. especially the sermon i actually thought it would be kinda boring but it was totally diff the presence was in the service throughout and the message was very impactful. It was totally for me .. JESUS'S DNA.. it was really the message for me.. every word the Pastor Tan said felt like they were targeted to me.. It encouraged me to do better in usher.. even if i takes some time to become a better usher i know i can do it! I can do all things through Christ who strengths me!!!

Then there was a WYZ camp breifing so i got to see the WYZ pos ppl hahahahaha and then "Pastor Kong" was disturbing my fellow blue sotong JY so i disturbed him back lol.. K.S was there but i ignored it(of course sotong mah not human)... hahahha saw mushroom told Xin Yi abt mushroom and then she laughed alot for some reason... mushroom ignored the blue sotongs.. hais.. why they always ignore us .. always happens without fail... but nvm! i saw Shu Wen i very happy liao!!! so long never see her ... hahahaha oh yar! Wei Ren wants JY to join Miss Sunshine i really think she can actually if she trys her best... alot of ppl from our cell can go for the miss sunshine and mr charming... but nobody want to join lol.. hmmm but johnny was recommended publicly lol hahahaha he got no choice but to join hahahaha..
hmmm why do i hear the sound of a indian wedding?? wedding at HDB??? weird hahahha i guess thats it for today's post i kinda forgot abt the other things i wanted to blog abt LOL... I LOVE _______(alot of things can be added here actually)!!!haha so is my blog post neater in paragraphs??

Labels: dun ignore Blue Sotongs

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