throughout this day i just couldnt understand my own feelings..
every time i try to noe why i did that i get confused even more..
the today i really feel that i am worthless...
there are so many ppl so much more talented then me, smarter and much more hardworking..
i am seriously just a lazy pig..
there's nothing in me..
what can i do??
absolutely nothing cause i am worthless...
i talked to the person that made sooo mad on sat...
i have no idea why i did that..
i am such a gullible person..
i am scared i will fall back down because of star wars again..
i dun noe whether i forgave that person cause i still feel a deep resentment in my heart...
i really suck..
i tryed to make my frens happy today..
i didnt want to show my emo-ness..
yet i hurt them i made them angry...
i dun deserve frens like those in sch and in church..
i'm afraid i will disappoint u guys..
haix... God i feel terrible now.. help me please..
i dun deserve U at all but U loved me soo much..
Ur the only one that would understand my confusion..
Abba Father take away all my burdens..








i feel like crying..
but no tears seem to flow out..

Labels: sunthari the worthless....

♥Ran ♠Miki ♣Su ♦Dia @ 7:10 PM