Introduction

SUNTHARI.. AKA SERAPHARI well thats on games and other online stuff i do (: i love SHUGO CHARA that explains the blog skin right ?? haha but my first anime love will always be INUYASHA (: i love to smile (: (: (: (: (: I'm a city harvester *wooots* from W406 the rocking cellgrp!! LOVE GOD ALOT!!!! and i love sotong !!!! SOTONG 2 is my BFF(:^^ Wellll i am just a funky indian girl that loves to be just a bit different.. (: ENJOY THE BLOG!!!! (: smile always (:

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ThePast

. May 2008
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. December 2008
. January 2009
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Friday, August 29

haix...

Janice is a perfectionist in making no sense
Preeya is a perfectionist at laughing for no reason..
Claire is a perfectionist in being a bear...
Alice is a perfectionist at making English mistakes...

well for me.. i am a perfectionist at making ppl miserable.. haix......

i am horrified at my own self..
i dun dare to look at the mirror
for i fear to see what monster i have become
i am perfect..
at hurting those around me
i wish i can never be perfect
especially concerning this
what a failure i have become..
i am weak
i am useless
i am lazy
i am a idiot
i am not talented at all
i am sunthari ...

the name doesnt suit me st all ...
the meaning behind it is an opposite if me..
i can never become "my would be self"
if i remain the same..
i have failed in everything..especially concerning You...
I'm sry....
still why do You care??


yes this is from my last post cause i feel the same today..
i caused 2 ppl's friendship to be in jeopardy..
felt so damn guilty...
that why i kept on looking down..
i did sooo many things i knew i shouldn't have done..
tried to make it the same but it didn't work..
that's why i said out the truth..
and both parties were so darn angry with me..
i felt more guilty than ever..
i didn't want to look at ur disappointed faces...
the reason why i told that person not to tell u abt that thing is because
i didn't want u to be hurt..
i didn't want u to get the wrong idea of that person
like the others who did something similar...
i cant talk to u its too embarrassing..
i'm so disappointed with myself...
i noe i agreed to call u but i cant cause i am scared....
sadded...

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