haix....
i made a mistake..
i should have informed the teachers before hand that i dun want to take part
tomm i will be in deep soup...
i was scared and now i am even more scared...
i didn't pay for anything, i didn't go for any of the lessons ,did not sign any forms
yet still have to go for the test....
haix i thought never pay means dun need to go..
but in the end the sch payed for it
sry teachers for giving u a horrid time..
sry anusha for making u have to talk to the annoyed teachers for me...

janice is a perfectionist in making no sense
preeya is a perfectionist at laughing for no reason..
claire is a perfectionist in being a bear...
alice is a perfectionist at making english mistakes...

well for me.. i am a perfectionist at making ppl miserable.. haix......

i am horrifed at my own self..
i dun dare to look at the mirror
for i fear to see what monster i have become
i am perfect..
at hurting those around me
i wish i can never be perfect
especially concerning this
what a failure i have become..
i am weak
i am useless
i am lazy
i am a idoit
i am not talented at all
i am sunthari ...

the name doesnt suit me st all ...
the meaning behind it is an opposite if me..
i can never become "my would be self"
if i remain the same..
i have failed in everything..especially concerning You...
i'm sry....

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