MY TRUE SELF(:

seriously life has gotten boring...

my cough was very bad yesterday

as a result cant go out with JY

damn it larhs...

life hasnt been good at all T_T

PEOPLE OUT THERE..

please do pray for my healing from this cough..

especially before OBM...

which is like 10 days away...

so fast

tomm will be serving stage

i'm not really a gd dresser i have no idea what to wear.. haix

i think i probably doing stage second person...

haix T_T

should be doing to mary aunty house later to teach justin and jojo

this time i should go through with them science..

for justin its his first time with science..

so i must gambatte in teaching

but of them is can study but distracted ALOT...

very had to bring their attention to one thing

MUST GAMBATTE!

i miss cell people.. haix

i feel sad that i always cannot go out with my frens..

i am rotting at home....

rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot

i am not such a writing type of person...

but i often get ideas for stories...

but i noe i wont be able to complete

cause i have 0(zero) passion for writing unlike claire and the rest

i just like lying down and imagining the story.. its fun seriously speaking

anyway i still emoing..

i hate to watch finish an anime....

its damn sad

suddenly got this empty feeling..

buuuuu..

itazura na kiss was damn nice

and i just love to reflect on it..

i mean the story goes very fast

from just a crush(that seemed it could never be possible)

to having their very first kid..

it makes me think abt my past..

and then also makes me think abt my future

where i would be probably reflecting on my life....

i dun want to reflect and tell myself..

"why did i do this.. what was i thinking"

i want to live a life without regrets

i went to jo uncle's house yesterday

saw the tioman pics

i think i was looking at myself in the pictures...

and sometimes i think to myself

how nice it would be to meet that girl in the photo

( i was really young and ADORABLE kyahhh)

and if there was one thing i could tell her

it would be

"cherish EVERYTHING around u

cause u will never noe when it will dissapear..."

saw a pic of dad also...

immediately my eyes became watery...

truthfully speaking

i miss him alot ....

but i noe i can never see him again..

Pa.. i miss u and i love u alot...

is it ok that i request no one to talk abt this matter on the tag board

not really in the mood for encouragement abt this..

just makes me feel pitied.. and makes me more emo..

dun worry about me cause with my Abba Father I AM STRONG!!!!!!

hehes...I CHERISH ALL OF YOU!!!!!

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